Thursday, January 12, 2012

Stress is MOunting

Since the big occasion is on its way..with careful planning and some money saving...i think it will be soon enough.
I know that my paycheck is not that big but at least i still have a roof and food that kept me alive.
It just that, almost 5 years now i have work here, but the salary scheme has not change a bit.
My salary have not rose up since 2010. What to do, since most of my friends are already making some progress
with their new challenge, i also need to move on. Its not that i have not applied at any other company. However i believe that my luck has not arrive yet. I have been sending my CV to many companies starting in 2010 but so far no job or interviews were offered to me just yet. So keep fighting.

I am currently so tense with my work. I never like doing research which i think it is hard for me to cope. I know that the new Top Management is pushing us hard as hell. I am starting feeling the heat a little bit. With my COO is not at his usual mood whereas he is moody at times now. I have been scold often now which i am not bothered about since i know what kind of pressure he's in. If i was in his shoes, i think i would go crazy right away.

Now i am currently working on new project development which is a new chemical ( Classified)..hehe...So now it is in the 2nd stage of its trial run. Right now we are preparing to do a single end trial. I know so far we have only one major project and no other project is been done by me and the R&D team. My COO wants to see me after lunch to discuss what the hell is R&D project progress? I know i hate this work so much in fact that everyday i go to work with no enthusiasm. I am lack of fighting spirit right now. My pocket is almost empty and my bank account is like it has been robbed. 

so stress..i am signing out....

see yuo all later

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